via-tamms:

“I saved you guys!” 🚽 (Taken with instagram)

Note to self.. Never put candles in paper cups ever again.. ;p

big time. And now, I’m paying the price. 

When you’ve been lied to, cheated on, treated absolutely horribly, taken advantage of through all of your relationships. And when you finally find someone who treats you the way you should be treated, it’s so hard to trust them because it just seems too good to be true.. 

Haha all right well chances are you’ve never heard me sing ferreal before so don’t tell me shit you don’t know about. And especially from someone who tells me that through anonymous haha wow, you must really hate me to say ignorant stuff like that through an online site. You must feel really good about yerself. 

fuckyeahbreakdance:

Bboy EJC

http://ejc4ever.tumblr.com/

My baby is so good! (: 

fuckyeahfreshgeneration:

Rockey: http://iroxiiebabyyy.tumblr.com/

Ethan: http://ejc4ever.tumblr.com/

Chika: http://holachikaa.tumblr.com/

Swag

Wow, I haven’t posted a blog in foreverr. Just been really lazy going on here and typing out blogs. I also thought it was a distraction so I eventually just stopped going on here. This doesn’t mean that I’m starting up again. I’ll probably come back here every once in awhile when I feel like I need to. 

So lately, I’ve been feeling really frustrated and unhappy about everything. I think about my future and what it would be like and it scares the shit out of me. I was in no mood to be productive and I just felt like giving up. I guess I felt that way because of the lack of confidence I have and I felt so overwhelmed with everything that I have to do for the next 6 months before college this fall. But today really turned it around for me. Nothing special happened but I feel more positive about my future; more excited about it. I don’t know if it’s just a phase but I just wanted to type this out so whenever I feel like giving up, I go back and read this and hopefully it’ll give me a sense of hope again. 

It also has affected not only me but my relationship with my boyfriend as well. I didn’t really know why but I would get annoyed with him whenever we would talk or frustrated whenever we hung out and I think I just took things out on him and I’m so sorry. Maybe he didn’t notice my weird mood swings because I never said anything but I know he really doesn’t deserve that from me and I’m sorry. 

I don’t know when I’ll post again but this is just a little update (: 

malinaaboo:

Distractions, Frustrations, and Losing Yourself.

Don’t you just hate it when you can’t focus on what you need to? Having your mind filled with thoughts that shouldn’t be there, or being distracted by something that shouldn’t matter anymore? Having to think about what should’ve been or could’ve been. Or what would’ve been. Over thinking to the point where your mind becomes a wreck and you end up not thinking at all?-just going blank. So you lay your head down and just think to yourself, “Why me? Why now?”